6 years ago i used to cut my forearm every day. the last month I have to urge to start cutting again. I need to feel the pain and see the blood. I don’t wanna dissapoint my family or friends. I dont wanna them to think I am crazy or something like that. I been dealing with eating- purging since I was 9 and the last month it got worse, I’ve been restricting for 26 days now and I just wanna cut the whole day.