i have so many issues and i feel if i don’t tell someone i might burst out. for the past 1 and a half years i have been obessed about the way i look especially my skin. I hate being black and i have almost bought all the skin lightening creams on the shelves in hope that next day, or month i become white but i feel they only make me ugly or cause some defect big head, short neck or hands to long. I already felt ugly before this and i still feel ugly now as i believe most of my failed relationship ended because of my appearance. I can’t continue like this as i don’t know what to do. Can u please help me.