I just finished college from an office program but I am still working at a crappy job. I am 20 years old and still have a lot of years of my life. I wish i was more bright so that I can pick up a 3rd language so I could finally find real work here. I am not good at math. I have an obsessive disorder. I don’t have ambition, I tried to find something that I enjoy doing and I still fail at it no matter how hard I try. I have lost all my friends due to moving and such and I am too old to look for any more real friends. I feel sad and depressed and there is not a single soul that really loves me. Please what should I do.