A message i received from my best friend, how do i respond?”Financially bad, and i’m not in a good place, have not been for a long time.It is like my life ended somewhere, not sure when, but i think it kicked off when werner died (her brother).If i look into my future all i see is a blank page.all i want to do is raise my kids, but as to what i have to do or achieve there is nothing.and it seems the more i try to find God the further i move away, the more knowledge i gain, the less i know”